Tuesday, October 13, 2009

I think I left a piece of my heart....in a dresser -GabeBondoc

So, I guess I can't have what I want...
It amazes me to see that there are still stereotypical thinking people like my family around. You think after all the things we have faced as Asians in America they would not be so blind as to judge other races... as for me I am so OVER IT!! If I like a guy, or if I am attracted to a guy of a different race, it isn't allowed.... WELL WHAT IS?
Asians, Asians, Asians, all I'm allowed to look at are Asians... Marry an Asian guy, Love an Asian guy, Have ASIAN Babies... well NEWS FLASH!!--- If there is an asian guy out there for me, you will be the first to know, if there is an asian guy for me I will marry him, but what is so wrong about liking another race? what is so wrong with being attracted to a great white/ black/ hispanic/ mixed man? apparently I AM NOT ALLOWED... so now what am I suppose to do?
You tell me that i should be open with you about guys... how can i be when i can't even speak about a guy i potentially like of a different race? i mention hes white... phone goes silent. i say he likes basketball, you ask if hes black. How do you know if he isn't my type unless you give him a chance. how would you ever understand me unless you get to know them? obviously if i like them i see a little of me inside of them, and i wish you could see the same. IM NOT DUMB! yes okay i do go for the bad boys... but intelligent ones, who i know will treat me right. what are you going to do disown me?
you have berny to have asian babies... from my track record you should know by now that the likelyhood of me being with an asian is about 10% so... all im saying is GET USE TO IT!!!

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