i was at a stoplight, a halt between an intersection of you and me that was never clearly defined.
what is this foolish thing i'm doing? who was i to think that i can convince you otherwise? who am i to ask you to take a chance? -but a girl who've taken a chance on you...
every girl wants to be the one that a guy decides is good enough to take a chance on...
so instead of taking steps forward, i think that i've taken steps back. you and i are just not it. of course we're not. who was i kidding. i'm nothing like you. i can't live your lifestyle with you. i thought that you changed, that you needed a change, that you wanted a change.
so instead of waiting for you to change...i'm changing.
i'm changing for me. i'm turning regardless of you. because its hopeless. i'm exhausted from going around and around in circles thinking you will change your mind. i don't deserve to wait forever and everyday in between for a guy that isn't guaranteed.
so if you believe that you are better off with your life now, remember - nothing is guaranteed - sweetie you had me.
Friday, October 31, 2008
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