glad youre okay

You're back! ...and i have never been so happy to see someone, to see that youre okay. You are the bravest person i know, risking your life to go to Iraq... and I'm glad youre back
I told my mom that i saw you and her first response was -- "You should get back with him!" -- (LOL) hahaha- good one mom.
If we kept going, and we were good at being us we would have been together for almost two years now... seeing you again reminded me why we were us ... you're my dorky best friend who became something more... I learned a lot from us, i learned a lot from you, and a lot from me... When i saw you it was back to what i knew... you and the stinkies and me it was like old times, that comfort zone that i miss so much. (hahaha) leave it to my girls to make us always sit RIGHT NEXT TO EACH OTHER... i missed you... and i am so proud of you... if i could say how proud i am i probably wouldn't be writing.
Seeing you i know that somethings have changed... youre not the kind of person to say your feelings. youre not the kind of guy to say if youre hurting or if something is wrong. All my friends they look at you and they tell me that you are exactly the same... they don't think that you've changed a bit. but they don't know you as well as i know YOU. i can see the pain in your eyes, maybe from the things you've seen. but i'm not there anymore. i am not there for you to vent to, for you to say and tell everything to... and i'm sorry. i want to hear your stories and your struggles... i want to be the person that you can tell everything to, the way i use to be... because i know you better than anyone of my friends... i can tell by the tone in your voice if you're okay, or if something is bothering you...
and as for us... i told Isa... i am not the same girl you left 6 months ago... i'm not even the same girl you left 1 year ago... you aren't the same guy... we both have experienced to much to go back to the old us...
I'm so proud of you... i'm so proud to say that my best friend went to iraq and conquered it. i'm so proud to say that you came back safe and you came back being the same dork that i love...
Don't be a stranger, don't be afraid of the dreams you put on hold because they are there in your reach. i'm glad you are going back to school and you are still trying to do what you want to do... take good care of yourself ... I love you... and i will always be here