your goof

"I want to be the girl you pull into a photo booth and be a complete goof ball with."

So this is my favorite PostSecret of the week.

"In reality liking someone is the least productive thing in the world, it doesn't feed you nor does it bring money to you, sleeplessness causes loss of productivity, and acting silly all day and night may be mistaken for being a mental patient. you go through painful jealousness and broken hearts, and have 'do you still believe in love?' such stinging words thrown at you. yet i realize when you love somebody i know millions of reasons for doing it. 1st you realize giving brings more happiness than receiving, 2nd instead of bad you see good things first, 3rd you can be a child without a time machine"

Relationships consist of a lot of work. It involves a lot of patience, conversations, and sorries. But you have something good when you can truly say that the happy times outweigh the bad times. Some say that when you love someone it means you have to say sorry more... i think that its true, but if you love someone you would try your best to prevent from saying you're sorry. When you're in a relationship it is you + him. You each have to be you're own person. You cannot be 50% + 50%= 100% you need to be 100%+100%=200%. each of you need to have lives but still grow together.

when i find mine... i want to be in a relationship where i can be a retard, a dork, a loser and not hold myself back for it. i want to be able to mature with him. i want to be able to fight and work things out. i want a guy who can wake up to tangled hair and no makeup me. someone who i don't have to dress up for but want to dress up for. someone that i can call and count on. someone who i can sit down, talk, joke, laugh for hours with. someone who can give be constructive criticism. someone who can make a boring situation fun. someone who can be a best friend. someone who is a reflection of me and where i am in my life. someone who will be able to appreciate and respect me. I want to be able to make him see that he can be a better person. i want to bring the best in him. i want him to learn from our relationship. i want him to feel like he can tell me anything. i want him to be able to say "yeah thats my girl" in front of his friends. i want him to be able to be a retard, a dork, a loser without holding anything back. i want him to be comfortable enough to do spontaneous things with me. i want him to take chances and not be afraid of leaping into them. i want him to enjoy every moment we have together. i want him to be able to hangout with his boys. i want him to be him. i want him to do him. i want him to think that he is the world greatest guy. most of all i want to be his baby, his babe, his girl, his loser, his dork, his dummy, his goofball...